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This is on of the only accounts that I wish would come back, I miss her so much and I miss who I was when she was around, rather than the person I have become.
I know everyone makes mistakes and sometimes there big and sometimes there small but if you love someone you forgive them, more so if you believe they love you as well because you know it wont happen again.
Sometimes you try and explain how you feel to people and they just don’t listen, maybe there angry at you or something else but you know even if you were on your knees begging for them to believe your feeling that they wouldn’t. It destroys someone when they feel so strongly for someone but just can’t show how they feel.
=LoveofMisty was the only person I have ever met that understood me and loved me for who I am, she wanted to change me but that doesn’t mean she didn’t love who I already was, it was my qualities that she love the person I was is what she loved, all she wanted to change was what I thought of myself, she wanted me to know that I could do something with myself and go somewhere in life.
She was right, I can go somewhere and do something, I should have listened to her all along but without her I don’t have the push I needed. I didn’t rely on her as much as it must have seemed but I did need her more then she knew about, it was for her and only for her that I ever tried in life, I pushed myself I started things I would have never done for myself, I wanted to make her happy because I knew she deserved to be happy more than anyone. Even when I was alone again I lived in hope that we would one day be together again and that’s what kept me going that’s what made me want to be something.
What do I do now that I KNOW that I will never have her again? I still have the hope but I know it’s a pointless hope that it will never happen. What do I do when my reason for trying has gone? I’ve lost all hope in life and in myself but what really tears me up inside is that I know it’s my entire fault.
What do you do when it’s yourself that you hate and it’s yourself that you blame for your own downfall and misery?

Everything happens for a reason but this time I'm not wanting to hang around to find out what it is, I've tried and failed to many times and caused to many people to many problems.

Sorry..........

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I want to live a life with no more lies, no more secrets, just to set my soul free…

Miss you



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ダニエルおよびキティ felice e dans l'amour, junto desde entonces july.18.2005 <3 까지… 我们的心… …结束
mahal kita <3

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ダニエルおよびキティ felice e dans l'amour, junto desde entonces july.18.2005 <3 까지… 我们的心… …结束
mahal kita <3